The Good Shepherd

Take time today to read this blog post by my pastor. We're currently making our way through the Book of John, and we've been camping out in Chapter 10 for a while. So timely! I love, love, love the quote by Charles Spurgeon that he included in his post (and sermon). Check it out for some soul nourishment.

A Hard Decision

Ever since my blood donation, I have not been 100% myself.

I'd like to try and convince myself (and you, for that matter) that I'm really fine, but today I'm having to admit otherwise.

My second sprint triathlon is scheduled for Saturday. I've been really, reallllly looking forward to this event - not only because I love the competition, but also because this was going to be a fun last hurrah before Tali heads off to school.

Yesterday I found out that I'm anemic (not severely, but my iron stores are definitely low). That explains my fatigue, headaches, dizziness, shortness of breath while exercising, etc. I'm hoping that explains my lack of coordination and mental grogginess, too? Truthfully, it is a symptom I found listed online.

Today Tali and I rode bikes to a local froyo store - in the heat of the day. I had a great time, but I'm definitely wiped out now. I tried to practice piano, and I have zero energy. When I failed to clench my fists tightly, I realized just how weak I am truly feeling. As much as I really, reallllly (did I say that already?) want to do this race, I know I should think of my health. I think I scared myself with not being able to practice.

My mom helped me realize all of this. She could have put her foot down and said, "No!" about Saturday. Instead, she talked through things with me and left the ultimate decision up to me. She said something about wise decisions often being difficult choices. I know this is the wisest decision, especially with traveling next week and school starting the week after. No, I'm not happy about it. Yes, I'm still going to pick up my t-shirt - especially since I've invested $$ in this race already! Yes, I'm excited to support Tali Rose! Yes, it is probably good for me to be reminded of my frailty and the fact that my worth is not dependent on my performance. No, it is not a fun lesson to learn.

Yes, God is good.

The Cutest!

Look who turns four next week!

I'll be traveling next week, so we began the celebrations yesterday. I'm a firm believer in making birthdays last a long time.

Soph's cool big sis, Hannah, also came along!

Gabe wanted to come along, but he was at a school meeting with his mom. Sophie told him he couldn't come anyway, because this was a "girls-only outing!" We hit up the mall, got ice cream, and got our pictures taken in a photo booth - essentially, we did girly things. :)

I love you, Soph! Happy early birthday!