Thursday, November 24, 2011

Look Out, Tom!



Happy Thanksgiving!

Monday, November 21, 2011

Double the Fun!

Last night my friend, Erin, and I gave a recital featuring various solo works, four-hands pieces, and the first movement of Poulenc's Concerto for Two Pianos. The school concerto competition is next Tuesday, and we plan on entering our piece. I love playing ensemble music. As a pianist, it's easy to get lonely. :) Collaboration is just too fun! 

Poulenc's Sonata for Four Hands

Scherzo from Rachmaninov's Six Morceaux 

Poulenc's Concerto for Two Pianos

Look at all that support! We were truly blessed!

(It's funny, but I know exactly what part I'm playing here.) 






This is becoming a favorite and comfortable place.
Recitals are stressful, but somehow an audience makes the music come alive for me. With all the hours spent alone in a practice room, it's refreshing to play for other people. It's a one-shot deal, but it makes me want to go all out! Can't wait to do this again!!


Photo Credit: Megan Jacobs

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Disney Boy!

Photo Credit: Kellen (Amanda's SIL to be)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Soul Food

"Preaching the gospel to ourselves every day gives us hope, joy, and courage. The good news that our sins are forgiven because of Christ’s death fills our hearts with joy, gives us courage to face the day, and offers us hope that God’s favor will rest upon us, not because we are good, but because we are in Christ."

--Jerry Bridges, The Discipline of Grace: God's Role and Our Role in the Pursuit of Holiness

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Repost? Philosophical Piano Lessons

I found this post in my drafts folder, and I'm not sure I ever published it.
The original date is August 2010. Wonder of wonders, I find myself in very much the same place fifteen months later in my journey of art and faith. No, it's an intensified place.

This morning I am playing in a master class for a well-known pianist and pedagogue. I am very excited, but I am not as prepared as I would like to be. And that is just going to have to be okay. (I cringe even as I type this!) I am working as hard as I possibly can right now without losing my sanity. Despite the imperfections, I want to give all of my creativity and feeling.

Stumbling upon this old post was timely for me.

"Do we understand the freedom we have under the Lordship of Christ and the norms of Scripture? Is the creative part of our life commited to Christ? Christ is the Lord of our whole life, and the Christian life should produce not only truth - flaming truth - but also beauty." --Francis Schaeffer
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August 2010

I had my first piano lesson yesterday, too, and it went better than I'd expected. (Have I said how much I love our new music building? Boukie's office has a window! I'm convinced my artistry will deepen purely because of the effects of natural lighting.) I'm working on Bach's second Partita. Here's a clip of the sixth "movement," which I'm far from even starting at this point. Enjoy listening to and watching one of the most renowned pianists of our time! She is brilliant. I am so inspired! If you're curious as to what I'm spending so much time on right now, you can listen to another one of Martha's recordings from a much earlier date. I love putting good music at your fingertips. I'm such a teacher.
Oh, but such a learner! Yesterday after my lesson, I came to the conclusion that I could look at a single page of Bach every day for the rest of my life and still find something new each day.

Boukie was pleased with the work I'd done, but told me I needed to be "more imaginative." In his exact words, "You are way too anal. Your life is too black and white. Music doesn't fit neatly in either category." While I know that he is in part referring to the fact that I'm "religious" and "moral," he really got me thinking beyond Bach and piano.

Because I believe that the Gospel affects every aspect of my life, I have to take into consideration what it means for my musicianship to exist within this realm. Shouldn't my musicianship be a reflection of my Relationship with the Good and Holy God? I read this morning from Deuteronomy 6, where God tells the people through Moses just how present His Law is to be in their midst. It was meant to be totally integrated in their way of life - in their existence. That was a big "woah" moment this morning.

As much as I'd like to deny what Mr. B said about me, I know it to often be stingingly true. I'm a perfectionist, a high achiever, a spiritual moralist.
How is it that my piano teacher knows so much about me? The answer must be that my personal life is reflected not only in the way I talk and act, but also in the sounds I create.

If you're following my train of thought, this led me to ask myself this question: Am I "anal" (to use Boukie's description) in my approach to spirituality? Do I worry so much about particulars and rights and wrongs - important things, don't get me wrong - and miss out on singing the sweet song of my Savior?
I am a perfectionist, a high achiever, a spiritual moralist.
The answer is an overwhelming yes.

Just as a piece of music is compromised when the heart is not fully engaged, I compromise deep soul nourishment when I neglect to spend time in the presence of God. I have experienced the pure melody of soul satisfaction, and still I do. I should just be.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

News Flash!

This ad will run in my church e-news today:

Support the building fund and the arts...simultaneously! On Sunday, November 20, Jessie and Erin will give a piano recital to raise funds for our new church building. They will be performing solo works by Mozart, Beethoven, Chopin, Rachmaninov, Liszt, Prokofiev, and many more! Additionally, they will be performing Poulenc's Sonata for Four Hands and Concerto for Two Pianos. Here's how to help out the church while enjoying great music: tickets are a suggested donation of $7/person. All donations go directly to the church building fund! Checks must be made out to the church (memo line: building fund) As students, we cannot receive payment in cash or in our names. Please do not bring money to the concert, as this would be an infringement of University rules. The concert starts at 7:30PM.

Shoot me a text or an email if you're interested, and I'll give you more details!